15 April 2007 @2:21 AM
yesterday during their snack time, i casually asked them if a new teacher could come in to teach them. some said okie at first, and some said no immediatly. i further try to hint to them that i won't be teaching them anymore. before i could talk further, almost all shake their heads and said no.
"NO! i want you (pointing at me)... i want you."
"
why?" i asked.
"i want you.... b'cos i love you."
hugs.
a drop of tears rolled down my eyes as i see their reaction. at least i know i stand somewhere in their hearts. i too, will hate to say goodbye as their form teacher.
i quickly asked them to finish their art work so that there will be some time left for me to spend with them. the last barney song was sang and i send them out the last time as their form teacher. closed the door behind me and cried. i felt so emotional at that point of time.
the most embarrassing part was when i was informing some nursery parents about the change of teacher, tears just rolled down my eyes uncontrollably. worst of all, i look terrible.
its hard to say goodbye. though i will see them every friday... but i know, i know that the feeling won't be the same anymore... all the bondings will just drift slowly as time passes and i will really feel sad about it. lastly i also know that i have to let go and not be affected so much.
i'm an emotional freak.
its like the government passing out the law about the increase of the GST. no matter how unhappy you may be or talk heaven to earth to hell about it... you still have to pay. just like my work, no matter what are the many crazy changes and how much we are unhappy and how much we complain, we still have to adapt to it.
-
benny hinn's service was really good today. like what he said, twice the anointing of yesterday. i strongly believe its all about you expecting something from God in your heart and believe that you will receive it, before anything can happen. be hungry so that you can be fed not sit there and wait to be fed.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach