13 April 2007 @12:26 AM
on my way home today, as i thought of
them, tears rolled down my cheeks. maybe i am too emotional, just couldn't control my tears. i feel so weird...
changes are
supposed to be good if it is said to be for the better. but what if the changes are so much that almost everyone is affected and worst of all, there is no room for discussion about the changes?
it's like ever since the march holidays, every week there is a new "information" of the upcoming changes and recently every day there is a new change from what we hear about yesterday. so the whole information is so unstable, loop sided, so disorganized and disorientated... till the extend, i really do not know which information given by the same person can i follow through.
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tomorrow i will be taking my last lesson with my nursery class, according to the latest memo about the new changes that will be taking place next week. emotionally not okie because i feel a lot for my kids. though after the changes of timetable, every friday i am taking them again, i guess its no longer the same again. i am not a robot. i have feelings and bonds with children are hard to build, why want to break the bonds and break my heart. i teared because i love my class.
another thing that made me sad is one of my fellow partner colleague is leaving. she had enough of all the unnecessary remarks and comments for everything she do or say. at first i didn't really like working with her as i felt that she was too bossy. after the march holidays, we had to work together as we were teaching the same level... surprisingly she is someone really easy to get along and we got a lot of things done because of her large collection of resources.
apart from that, we started to talk a lot and help each other along. she takes good care of me by showing concern for me and my life, like my auntie. thinking back working for up to 1 month closely with her can make me feel sad when i know she's resigning... what about my nursery class?
saying goodbye is always hard.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach