19 April 2007 @6:49 PM
first day of work with the new timetable was
really tiring. i feel my engine dying within me. i lose my cool, i lost my sense, totally dying to quickly end class and get home to sleep. indeed, i really rest for about 16 flat hours from the moment i reached home. knowing that i needed rest than ever, i took a day off to see a doctor to get medicine for my nose, throat and eyes.
guess the last whole weekend was tiring enough just to meet really early to queue to get into SIS for the benny hinn meeting. plus it ending late and reaching home to realise that i have no more energy to work but to have enough rest to get up early the next day to queue again. a night event but a whole day is burn out. but it was worth it. :)
left with no choice, my sunday night is extreme important for me to stay awake to rush up the lesson plans for the whole week. after much research and much reading, i finally finish off with 3 days and fell asleep while cutting some teaching aids. dangerous but i am used to it already.
back to school on the third day was still abit weird as i was still getting use to the new class of children and their old routines that i am somehow trying to change. my own former class also has its sets of behaviour problem, which is boiling my blood. argh...
my supervisor told me that she realised i have been shouting too much recently. well okie, i will try to change. i also too don't like to shout and strain my voice. not worth it to get a throat infection because of "highly irritating attention seeking children". haha. i am mean. just that my children all do not know...
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i got over being sad about my nursery class cos i will be back with them tomorrow again. :) i guess changes will help us to learn the concept of adapting to other things even though we don't like it. i got over alot of things that had happened last week and am stronger this time to be a better teacher.
sometimes, a
tell-you-off is good to let people go further.
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in heaven that we cant reach