19 March 2007 @12:16 AM
let my life bring You honour
let my words bring You praise
Your great love is all i want Lord
i've nothing else to gain
i particularly like this part of the new worship song we sang this morning, felt that it really touched my heart as we sang it. yes Lord, let my life bring You honour, in everything i do. let my words be words of love that will be pleasing to Your ears.
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i was
upset this morning, over a couple of matters. being upset seems to be wrong? and to avoid me from saying the wrong things, can i just shut up? does it kill anyone if i stop talking? i am petty, yes i admit i am. i am very D and C... but that's me. my character is like that when it comes to planning and work.
i can't mention names, or can i? this is supposed to be
my blog where i can freely express how
i feel. but sometimes blogging makes me a
fake person, cos i have to write nice things to sound good. if i am bad, i'm bad. if i am mean, i'm mean. do i really care that much when i write and if the person happens to see?
let me c l a r i f y .if you happen to see your name on my blog, that means you are
on my mind, which falls into 2 category:
good or
bad. if i wrote something good about you, smile and come back reading again. if i wrote something bad,
i don't consider it as that kind of "bad" but anyway, i wrote it from how i felt that moment and most of the time after i express myself, i will let go and i will really forget.
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by the way sean, i am not AA (attracting attention). there are more people whom are more ATTENTION seeking than me. if you don't like, don't bother about me and don't see. that's the least you can do.
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i know the present wasn't really very well done. people focus more on ahjie's slight disappointment and feel that the present as compared to last year was a big mega difference. though i too felt the same way, but hey, i did put in much effort in the making the present. not that it was an extreme hard task to do but it the effort work. no encouragement or anything... quite sad actually.
i'm better off colouring teaching aids for my students, at least i feel so lifted up when they tell me, "teacher, very nice leh!"
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thanks samuel for understanding my stand and bother to listen to my whines. and to peixiong who know my character and the way i handle things. i am thankful always for you two. :)