30 January 2007 @12:04 AM
just when i thought that everything has settle down, but i know more changes are taking place. didn't people all say that changes are good, well i guess it does not apply for every case. a few teachers
might be leaving and more coming in. gosh, how sad for the kids to keep trying to adapt to new teachers especially in just one month, worst when they are still so young, when adapting to a new person is quite a hard thing for them.
spoke to my mentor today, she commented that i have to be
more firm in order to get through the rest of the year well. time for play, time to joke, time for lesson and time for serious. probably i am seen as a
good-to-bully teacher, because i try to get into their lives to understand them.
but they haven't seen
my true colours yet. wahaha.
i did a mistake in class today and i regretted my actions. reflections are good. though it makes me feel bad about my day, but at least i can try to amend my mistake in the next few days. its not about the actions or reason/explainations but all about the intention. you may appear good with big actions but still have evil intentions on the inside. on the other hand, good intentions from the inside but not expressed well on the actions or words you used. i hope i may not fall into any but be on the border line: balanced.
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i need to manage my expectation level for my children. i have to be more S than C. strike a balanced between D and I. my current is ISDC... not sure how true it is. of well personality test are just so to make you feel that you are this or that kind of person. how true is it to an extend?
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach