01 November 2006 @12:14 AM
what a beautiful day from yesterday. i totally went bonkers when i was woken up by my mother at 12am yesterday. guess i was really too tired that caused me to want to sleep before doing anything else. my body is almost taking over my mind. so i stayed up till today morning to finish up with the stuff i needed to complete. the funny part is, i was so caught up with my learning corners activities that i did not even prepare for my group presentation later in the afternoon. all i wanted was to quickly go to school to change my classroom layout, to pre-train my class for my P-day. goshy, it nearing in less than 12hours. before my P-day ends, all i can think of is it. sigh.
i'm worried, i'm nervous, i'm feeling a little stressed. then again i think i'm just stressing myself up. after work, i rushed down to school for my presentation, really didn't want to go but i have no choice. while in the cab and waiting for my group's turn to present, i quickly prepared my pointers, but in the end i didn't used it as i took off from adelene's left off point and had other ideas to present later on. It was a boring presentation. maybe my mind is all about my P-day that nothing seems to interest me at all.
had a good chat with pat and it somehow give me extra strength to push on and worry less. i enjoy her lectures very much and i never fail to try and test her methods of dealing with children. somehow they work well for my children. afterall i am a "case-study" for so many wrong things i have tried out with my students. haha. i have to remember that they are children, young children.
anyhows my class was wonderfully fine today. :) even he, who hit me yesterday, was all smiley with me today, seems like he has short term memory or what. okie, i am satisfied with their behaviour and i hope it WILL be like that tomorrow too. thankfully, i manage to do a dry run with my best 11 plus 1 replacedment and they are all trained, knowing what to do and what is expected of them. cool.
should i say i'm all ready and prepared?
i went back to my work place to try to touch up the corners. well i stayed from 7pm - 10+pm staying in there makes me worry more than anything. so i decide i should just leave everything alone and come home to do up my 5 lesson plans.
i better stay moving on my work. wish me luck, thought the grade is either P or F. i know i won't fail but i just want to know that i did well from my p-lecturer's evaluation for me. yeah... i need to hear something pleasing to my ears. :)
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in heaven that we cant reach